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• On Tuesday, June 23, Theresa Schrader said:

  I have been on Ontario Works for many years. In September I am starting a Social Work Diploma. I have worked very hard to be where I am now, and Ontario Works was more of a trap than anything.
  The biggest thing that I think should change at OW is the way they look at jobs and employment. The system is not working. Recipients of Ontario Works are getting minimum wage jobs. There is not much dignity or prosperity in working for $9.50/hour. These jobs are fine for people that live at home with their parents. Or have someone supporting their rent. With the price of living in Toronto, minimum wage is just not enough.
  The world we live in today requires a post-secondary education. This is not supported by Ontario Work, it is overlooked. After a year of attending a bridging program in college I was told that I could no longer receive a transportation allowance to get to school. I had to start volunteering on top of going to school, because the activity you do to get the allowance has to be job skill related. Also we are not allowed to get comfortable and build a relationship with the agency where we volunteer. We have to find a new placement every 6 months. That doesn’t assist in one’s journey to be self-supporting.
  In order to avoid people coming through the system over and over again we have to help them reach their full potential so they can become self-sufficient. The best way for someone to find employment that will sustain them and their families is through post-secondary education. This is where OW needs to change.
  Please help those that want to go to school. Help them remove their barriers. Once they get through school it is likely they will not return to the system. Some people are on the system because they were born into poverty, others had circumstances that brought them there. It doesn’t mean we want to stay there forever. We aspire to be more. Please remove the BARRIERS!!!!

• On Thursday, June 25, Robert said:

  Presently on OW have been for years. Have the forms for both ODSP and CPP-D being filled. Here in waterloo region I am being forced to attend an Intensive case manager program every 2 weeks (supposed to help you find a full time job the may not exist) even though I have a part time income I can’t see myself working full time. Don’t know of too many jobs that I can do with limited use of my arms (shoulder fractures).
  What I like best, is how they completely ignore everything you tell them, and stick you into whatever program that they have been told to channel you into.
  They seemed more concerned about nailing you for a non-compliance issue, rather than helping you.
  Far too many of their programs exist to keep themselves employed and does very little for the people.

• On Sunday, June 28, Poor in London said:

  We had two community meetings this week – and the overwhelming response to the OCB – OW/ODSP changes is thus… no matter that politicians tell us that no one will be worse of with the cuts to social assistance, we are not buying that the government is getting kids out of poverty just by cutting them from the social assistance budgets. Everybody else gets the benefit of the OCB increase EXCEPT the poorest children in Ontario: those on Social Assistance – how can legal clinics promote this as fair; it is no more fair than clawing back the NCBS – remember feed the kids and pay the rent – what are poor families supposed to feed their kids while they wait for the tax credit late in the month. How many people do you actually think can rent a place and pay for their utilities within the shelter allowance? Please don’t tell us we won’t be losing anything – our dignity is all we have!

• On Sunday, June 28, Jennefer said:

  The Income Security Advocacy Centre (ISAC) continues to raise the problems with the way the Ontario Child Benefit is being implemented. For example, see this recent Toronto Star article: http://www.thestar.com/article/654485.

• On Friday, July 3, Somewhere in Ontario said:

  When is ODSP in particular going to stop punishing the spouses and partners of recipients of ODSP? If somebody is on ODSP, they are on it for a reason. If they get married or live common law with a partner, their partner is then pulled into the ODSP slavery game … where that partner cannot save for their own retirement, cannot have more than XXX $$ worth of assets and 50% of what they earn is taken right off their ODSP spouse’s cheque. Why work?

  This is not heard of in cases where the spouse receives Worker’s Compensation, Employment Insurance, Canada Pension or any other benefit … those with working partners are forced to do with a lot less money, even poverty level. If the partner makes “too much”, the recipient gets nothing. Who wants to be totally dependent on another person, particularly if that other person has no obligation to support you in law? Where’s the protection for the person with the disability? Where is the respect for their independence and well-being?

  Where is the respect for the independence of the working spouse? Their income and assets should matter squat for the person on disability … would we not encourage more people to marry and possibly get out of poverty if they stopped abusing spouses and dragging them into the ODSP quagmire? It will cost the government nothing – at least nothing more than they spend right now.

  I know of people who were forced to break up over this rule and then ODSP forces the recipient to sue the working spouse for support from what little they have left after they had to strip themselves of almost everything in order to permit their disabled spouse to continue to get some benefits. What GOOD does this do? How does the current rule keep people OUT of poverty?

• On Tuesday, July 21, A Hurting Mom said:

  Last year I was told that we were loosing the basic amount on our checks for our children due to the raise on the O.C.B. I just phoned my local office of O.D.S.P because my check went down yet another $82 only to be told that tecinally we did not lose the basic amount for the kids and because I now recieve an additional $92 dollars a month on O.C.B I get $82 of it taken off of my O.D.S.P. How fair is that if I was working at least I could of kept 50%. The worker also stated that this is the way the government was trying to get kids off of Social Assistance. I asked her and how far is my $10 dollars supposed to go?
  So far I have lost the Back to school allowance, Winter Allowance and several hundred off my check and this is helping how? I live in a town where you have to travel for food, doctor appointments and dental appointments. Sure there are travel grants for Dr’s appointments but for them to help with travel for dental appointments is like pulling teeth.
  You have to fight to get on O.D.S.P and now as a parent you feel hopeless because you want the best for your children but when you are always loosing money and fighting for what you should get. It hurts when you have to tell your child sorry we have to cancel your appointment cause we can’t afford the gas.
  I did not plan to become disabled and not able to work, I finished highschool ect so I could give my kids a better life. Now cause I am diabled I am constantly more and more telling my kids I can’t afford it. At least on O.W they help with after shool stuff like baseball and martical Arts but on O.D.S.P there is no such help.
  How does the Government think they are helping children when the parents get more money they take it as soon as they get it? The government make parents on O.D.S.P feel helpless cause they say if you work you keep 50%. what about us who cannot work? We just lose money how is that fair?
  I do not know what to do anymore, you want to be able to give your kids stuff plus a roof and food but everytime you turn around you lose more and more.

• On Wednesday, July 22, Jeannie said:

  I learned after I worked the numbers that once again, despite the increase in the Ont. child benefit, I am gaining $11 and that is the total for BOTH of my daughters. Why are they clawing us back? Those with access to a job aren’t getting their salaries cut back as a result of getting an increase on the Ont. child benefit. Where’s everybody when an issue like this comes up? How come getting out of poverty seems to be a major fight that we never seem to win?

• On Saturday, July 25, dazed and confused said:

  someone in government needs to tell me why someone on OW can live in a geared to income unit and pay the bare minimum according to the area where that unit is located ($287.00/month for a three bedroom) in my small town and OW puts that exact amount on your cheque monthly under shelter, but the housing provider figures the market rent for that unit is $860.00/month the difference being $573.00 the same government pays the difference how is it then that the ontario government is willing to pay $860.00/month for a select group of OW recipients but if i was to go out and rent an apartment from a private landlord in a more desirable area to put my kids at an advantage socializing with a more financially secure group of families showing them that there really are people out there making ends meet, the maximum shelter allowance in that case is only $605.00/month. i can’t get an education, i got removed from the budget for over 3 months the caseworker after month 3 didn’t even bother to put me back on the budget but the system still managed to deduct my working income off my cheque for the entire 3+ months i wasn’t even on because i quit a job i couldn’t physically do but had another job before the end of that same month, i’m promised gas money if i can prove i’m looking for a job but the money never comes the job search forms keep being demanded even in this depressed economy and area that has been battered the most, i have three case workers that don’t know what the other is doing, we don’t have anything healthy to eat all we can afford are pastas and other starchy foods, i don’t have any decent clothes to wear to interviews and when they give you money to go and get some it’s never enough to buy the entire outfit, no one ever tells you what you can do i sometimes wonder what’s the point in even looking for work since having lost my job in march with the economy like it is all that’s out there for me with no current marketable skills and no formal education is the minimum wage and that doesn’t get you off the system that beats you up from every angle, i’m stressed all the time wondering if i’ve jumped through all the hoops for the month and am i going to get my cheque at the first of the month, they’ve held my cheque for 8 straight months it’s like being held hostage. i just wish i could find a job that makes my ends meet and live like everyone else around me go to work pay my bills take my kids out for dinner buy a house and take my kids on vacation that’s not to much to ask is it?

• On Tuesday, August 4, R in TBay said:

  I was turned down for ESUB in Thunder Bay this week. I’m so frustrated. I am eligible because I am doing various approved employment-related activities, such as working part-time as a tutor, volunteering on a local anti-poverty committee, and attending appointments to work on my resume, etc. My application was for $500 to pay for brake repairs to my vehicle. I am driving around with “metal on metal”…very unsafe. I submitted a quote from Canadian
  Tire.
  I was told my application was denied because “regular ongoing vehicle repairs and maintenance are not an approved item under employment startup. (Transportation is, but I guess they don’t see how repairing my brakes is transportation?!! WTF!!!!!!!) The denial letter also says that since I receive an amount for medically necessary travel, and an amount from OW discretionary benefits, under their volunteer recognition program, they said that money is for “transportation expenses, which would include gas, regular maintenance and repairs, licences, etc.”
  I am just apoplectic when I see the absurdity of their reasoning. Its so obvious to me that ESUB clearly says it can be used for transportation, and repairing brakes is a transportation expense. Argh. I want not to freak out on the ODSP worker who makes my life impossibly stressed. Every single benefit I apply for, she denies, and then I request internal review, and win, or else I go to my MPP’s office, and point out the problem, and they call ODSP, and then I get what I was applying for.
  The whole process takes months, every single time. Its so unfair and makes me exhausted, depressed, full of rage, and insane. I want the ODSP staff to be held accountable for the bullshit they put people through because it causes real damage to one’s health. I can’t afford any more attacks on my health. Its precarious enough to start with.
  Thanks to anyone listening.

• On Saturday, August 8, Sara Jarvis – Ottawa ON said:

  Too many Ontarions – like those on Ontario Disability Support Benefits like myself – are unable to meet ends meet NOW. As the cost of living jumps by double digits, ODSP is creeping up at 2% per year while the claw backs get worse. Our income is actually shrinking EACH AND EVERY MONTH!

  Could you live on less than $300 per month? That is what ODSP’s ‘generosity’ currently means to me! The financial stress of my situation as well as my battle for the money I SHOULD BE ENTITLED TO has made it all but impossible to focus on my artwork – not a good thing for a full-time professional artist!

  I encourage you to contact your MPP AND Dalton McGuinty and ask him to act on his December 2008 promise to review the current Social Assistance system in Ontario, and to be sure to include social assistance recipients in the review to ensure it is not another waste of taxpayer’s money used to convince everyone that the system is fine. It’s not fine. It’s BROKE! AND IT IS TIME TO FIX IT!!!

• On Wednesday, August 12, Nancy said:

  I am on ODSP and think the money required for Medically Necessary travel, especially if it is a long distance, should be paid up front – but that is not the story. I am telling the story of a relative who is no longer here to be able to tell his story.
  He was diagnosed with terminal brain cancer and it was not long unitl he needed assistance around the clock. He was able to move into an apartment in the same house as my parents but ODSP didn’t even pay him the $700 and whatever it is when you live at home. They wanted proof he was in his own apartment and they were invited out to see the apartment with him in it. It had its own fridge and stove, cupboards, dining room, living room, bathroom, and the hall and doorways were big enough for a wheelchair. He was able to cook for himself for quite some time but he needed help getting in the wheelchair, so they set up an intercom system so he could let them know when he needed some assistance. It took ODSP two months to decide to pay the rent on the unit and didn’t pay one month’s rent at all. He was sick and dying and didn’t want to fight with them so if you ever find yourself in a similar position of being terminal just remember the system is still out to do you out of everything you are entitled to. If he had been able to walk he would have gone into the office and straightened them out but because he was pretty much home-bound he let it slide – something he never did before. I guess if you’re dying you don’t need to pay rent or have any expenses.

• On Sunday, August 16, Meghan said:

  I was talking with a good friend over dinner the other day. We talked about the things everyone talks about over dinner – the lovely meal, the ‘secret’ ingredient in the mashed potatoes, the news of the day. The discussion naturally turned to welfare. We’re both receiving it. And we had never really discussed our situations with each other before. I was hoping, as all of us hope, to be employed soon and in a position where I could leave welfare after more than two years. We talked about some of the things welfare provides and doesn’t provide and how that might be changed to offer adequacy to recipients while they look for meaningful work. And I said I felt that I could get by on the meagre amount I receive, not because it’s adequate for a single Mom, but because I don’t like to complain. I’ve been self-sufficient all my life and I like my independence, even though I know I’ve always, always been wrong about being independent. We all need each other. And I’ve been happy to tell people over the years that it’s a pleasure to pay taxes to support that end. That’s my country. We take care of each other and I’m proud to be able to say that.
  Well, I don’t think I’m so proud anymore. I often say that you can’t know an experience like welfare or disability until you have lived it. I couldn’t have known.
  But still, I told my friend that I don’t like to complain. I used a word I’m sorry I used. I said I felt like I was ‘whining’ even when asking for something to which I was eminently welcome. It was something that I would only receive if I asked for it. To me, it meant humiliating myself.
  There was no way for me to know more humiliation without cutting too far into what little dignity I preserved for myself by not ‘whining.’ I couldn’t ask for it. I couldn’t ask for anything. The system did what it does well. It beats us down. It tears into our spirit. It robs us of dignity.
  The system, at its best, should support people in times of crisis and encourage us, through adequacy, to help preserve our sense of self-worth and dignity. It doesn’t. Rather, it’s punitive. And it depends, in part, upon people like me, who despise being made to ask, being made to beg, for no less than the dignity we all deserve.
  After a lifetime of meaningful, rewarding work. I’ve fallen far. I’ve fallen far because there was far to fall. And because, in retrospect, there were no supports to grab hold of on the way down. And because there was no way for me to ask.
  So what happens when I do ask? Instead of being comforted, I am directed to a program designed to get me off the system as quickly as possible. One where I can wait by the phone, inexplicably with child care available to me at a moment’s notice, to take a job as a dishwasher and have half of my minimum wage clawed back to punish me even further. Or I’m directed to a resume writing course. Or to a seminar on how to achieve the post-secondary education I already possess.
  No. The dignity I’ve built and known all my life is not for sale. I won’t beg you to strip me of it. I’ll get by on food vouchers and food banks and inadequate amounts of support until I land that job again, hopefully before my health gives way. It may take years. And with every year, it will become harder.
  But I won’t whine to the welfare mandarins. I can’t. I have to preserve what little dignity I allow myself.
  Dignity should be a word the SAR uses on every page of any change to legislation.

• On Tuesday, August 25, Eme said:

  I was working for a Call Center. I became extremely ill as did others who worked there.
  I of course had to take sick leave. I went on Employment Insurance which only covers one for fifteen weeks. In that fifteen weeks, I had to have my eyes, throat and hearing checked and make arrangements to see a psychiatrist as well.
  I had numerous symptoms. I had never actually experienced anything like this ever. Everything about it was very frightening. Even making it to a store was almost impossible for me. Going to a hospital or the Dr’s office was like a nightmare for me. Panic attacks are awful.
  Turns out I have an anxiety disorder. Even using the phone is out of the question.
  The paper work and Dr’s notes were horrendous compliment of the Call Center I worked for. If I had to pay for them out of pocket it would have cost me over $2000. Fortunately I have an insurance policy with my Dr’s office which cover all of them.
  Between Dr’s notes, Dr’s appointments and the paper work needed by the company I worked for I was in a living nightmare. Words cannot even begin to explain what it was like.
  Getting help was a trial all of its own.
  I had to go on Welfare OW after my Employment Insurance ran out. I even had problems with EI. Had to get a lawyer to straighten it out. They were trying to cut me off EI after only 6 weeks.
  Going on OW is possibly one of my worst nightmares. My mental health worker helped me make the appointment.
  Fortunately the people at my OW office were very kind to me.
  I of course came very close to becoming homeless due to the very bleak amount of money one receives from OW. This just enhanced my mental problems tenfold.
  Stress, stress and more stress. Things were so bad by times I suffered from psychotic episodes. So for me to fathom my way through anything was extremely difficult.
  Even getting a mental health worker was a problem. Seems in my area it would have taken me 4 months to see one. I was lucky enough to get one about 25k from where I live however. So I took the opportunity. I could not do much for myself and needed someone who could do things for me. My worker was also very helpful in enlightening me as to how to deal with my disorder. I didn’t want to take any of the drugs that were offered to me as they were for the most part addictive. Talk therapy helped far better in my opinion.
  If I had been on drugs, driving would have been out of the question which would make me more dependent on others for help. As for the funds to and from appointments, OW would only help with that if you went three times a month. Otherwise they would not help pay for gas. For me that was not a real issue as my mental health worker was relatively close. If I had to travel farther this would have been a problem.
  Car repairs are a problem for sure. Without a car I would feel trapped which in my case is a nightmare all of its own. My appointments are too far to walk for sure.
  It took me months to actually go to a store for groceries without having a panic attack. For the longest time I had to take a friend with me.
  Being on OW was almost unfathomable. I was going deeper and deeper in debt. I had to put things like food on my credit card. What I received from OW barely covered rent, heat and hydro.
  It took about a year to get Ontario Disability. I am still in debt. I still seem to always be falling behind. I am not certain all the problems there are with ODSP as of yet.
  My workers to date have been kind at ODSP as well. I in that department have been very fortunate. Of course it was not always like that here. I have spoken to many who were treated horrendously when Mike Harris was in power.
  People on OW starve. It is a cruel system. Doesn’t matter how well your workers treat you. You still are treated badly because of the rules and regulations and the lack of money to look after yourself.
  Being on ODSP is a bit better, but those with disabilities need extra funds. Each disability has special needs.
  If I had to take a taxi everywhere I went, it would cost me a fortune. Plus using a phone is an extreme problem for me. I can call, but the aftermath leaves something to be desired let me tell you. I basically become a basketcase for about 8 or 9 hours after.
  Having a car actually saves me money and protects my sanity. Repairs however are costly. Gas is costly etc. Insurance is also costly.
  If I were living in Toronto or Ottawa for example, odds are I would become homeless quickly being on ODSP.
  Fortunately my rent is relatively reasonable, but I certainly don’t live in a place that luxurious by any means. It is very tiny and cramped. It is all I can afford however. For me I have limited choices, of where I can live due to my disorder.
  I cannot live in low rental because of my disorder. Crowds and noise can cause me to have panic attacks. So even when it comes to my living conditions I have to be extremely careful.

• On Tuesday, August 25, Eme said:

  Point of interest :if you ever get a letter From Employment Insurance saying you owe them money after being on sick leave, do not pay them, go to a lawyer and you may find they actually owe you money. I went to a Legal Clinic.
  EI did that to me. They sent me a letter stating I owed them every cent they had given me for sick leave.
  As it turned out they owed me money.
  Sorry I forgot to mention that in my previous post.

• On Thursday, August 27, JOHN said:

  People do not choose to be disabled and live in poverty. Things happen in life and that we are all subject to…such as illness, prolonged loss of job, etc.

  The current system ODSP does not meet the needs of the individuals who use it. For example, to rent an apartment in Toronto costs at least $800.00 a month. To this you must add food and transportation which is another roughly $400.00 month. It takes at least $1200 a month to live in the city of Toronto.

  The present level of support for an individual is nowhere near this. This causes great hardship for the disabled. The government must do the right thing and raise the ODSP rates.

  Remember most people are one paycheque away from poverty. This can happen to anyone – even YOU.

• On Friday, August 28, Henry said:

  I am an ODSP recipient, and I suffer from a number of ailments, most importantly migraine headaches (neck injury), diabetes, depression, and social anxiety, which prevent me from working for any length of time.

  Because I don’t go out much -unless it’s to visit the drop-in centre for groceries, appointments and the very few activities that I can do, I spend much of my time on my old computer, where I write my poetry or upload my photos.

  My computer wasn’t new, or fast. It was just a matter of time before it died from wear and tear and old age. The super in my building, a friend who was aware of my situation, offered me a very simple, low stress, temporary job for my building to help me afford a new(er) computer, as fire watch on weekends. It only took me about 5 minutes every hour, and I had no interaction with the public.

  When I got my first paycheck I bought my replacement computer. Being the honest type I also made sure I declared the 450 dollars I had earned, aware I would have to repay the overpayment the following month. I suffered an anxiety attack when the super asked me to work another weekend, because of an unexpected delay in the installation of a fire system. I reluctantly agreed to work another weekend, afraid for the life of me that a second cheque would jepoardize my ODSP assistance.

  I received my second and final pay for the same amount, and my “job” ended. It was stressing me too much to continue.

  I don’t know if anything could have been done for me in this instance, but considering how important that computer was -and is- to my well-being, since it helps me in every aspect of my life (in my writing, photography, blood sugar reading logging, and as a means to print out my meals, shopping lists, letters to family, etc.),

  I think ODSP should have helped some. As a result of my having no option when my old computer failed, I ended up stressed out & anxious, and penalized financially for truthfully declaring my income, which caused additional stress. Anyway, that’s my story.

• On Friday, August 28, Marc said:

  I come from a small town in northeastern Ontario; cold, dry winters, cool, dry summers. While I was nine I lost my mother; my father remarried a couple of years later, and at thirteen I was kicked out of my home by my father, and was bounced from foster home to foster home. Eventually I ended up with foster parents who owned a motel, and I worked for them doing construction, and getting hurt in an unreported workplace accident that damaged my neck.

  In spite of that I went back to work, graduated from high school, went to college. A classic tale of ‘poor little guy beating the odds and doing well’, right?

  Not so. During my college years my neck injury flared up, and I have been suffering from debilitating migraines ever since. With migraines came the inability to find -let alone keep- a job, and being in northern Ontario, the depression and the disability was undiagnosed and unreported. And so I dropped out of college, bounced from job to job, got more and more depressed until the inevitable suicide attempts, and the hospitalizations. And the welfare (it wasn’t called Ontario Works back then). And still I kept on trying to find work, and failing. And the cycle continued, so much so that I suffered from social phobias, being too afraid and too ashamed to have to explain why I was still unemployed and in pain.

  When the Ontario Works program began I jumped at the chance to get off the system. I ended up at a work placement, which led to my applying for a position in Ottawa, and I moved here in 1999.

  The stress of the move, combined with the faster pace and higher stress of city life, would have been enough to stress me out. If that wasn’t enough, Ottawa is much more humid than northern Ontario, and my migraines from my injured and now-arthritic neck proved too much to bear, and I got fired from my job, got depressed, and once again tried to kill myself.

  This time, I did get properly diagnosed, and after a long and slow recovery my family doctor filed my application for ODSP. I now live in a tiny bachelor apartment in a quiet suburb, and after many years I have grown to accept my limitations and I still rebel at being physically and emotionally disabled. I have been on ODSP for at least 8 years now, and while the provincial government has recently started to increase the social assistance payments by about $20 every year for the past 3 years or so, the rent has increased by 3% every year, eating up that pittance and leaving little extra for food, clothes, transportation, etc. No frills here, just the basic staples.

  And everything else is costing more too, and that $20 doesn’t buy anywhere near as much as it did a year ago.

  I have been living in denial of my illness for most of my life, and when I finally ended up on ODSP I had to do an awful lof of adjustments to my pride, my self-esteem and acceptance of my limitations. I have had to put up with the indignity of standing in line at food banks because I just couldn’t afford to buy some food whenever I wore out my shoes and had to use my grocery money to buy a cheap pair of sneakers. I’d like to think I still have my pride, but dammit, I had to swallow that pride every month for many years now.

  And worst of all, I still carry the memory that once, a long time ago, I wanted to work and be a contributing member of society, and pay my taxes and feel like I was somebody.

  The support services we get is not enough, and fails to keep up with inflation and the cost of living. We shouldn’t feel like second-class citizens, and we shouldn’t have to plead to be treated like human beings. It’s not right, and more should be done. More MUST be done.

  Thank you for hearing me out.

• On Monday, September 21, Jennefer at ISAC said:

  A group of people who are currently on Ontario Works met recently at St. Stephen’s Community House to discuss Poverty Reduction and the Social Assistance Review.

  The participants in the discussion had the opportunity to discuss the problems in the system that block them from getting ahead, and what a well-designed social assistance system would look like. They made the following suggestions:

  Problems with Social Assistance:

  • OW will pay for the education you don’t want, but won’t allow you to get a loan from a friend to pay for the education you do want – you get cut off benefits if you get a loan
  • They make you take the programs you don’t want, not the ones you do.
  • You’re not allowed to work, but they don’t give you enough money to live on.
  • Deductions are unfair.
  • There is no housing. They tell you to get lower priced housing, but there isn’t any.
  • They don’t apply the rules consistently.
  • They don’t tell you what your rights are or what you’re entitled to.
  • Lots of people are scared of their worker:
  > They have too much control and they stress you out.
  > They cancel your benefits without notice.
  • There is no rhyme or reason to the rates in terms of different family types.
  • The training programs they offer are not good.
  • You have to change your volunteer job every 3 months, which is disruptive.
  • There’s not enough daycare, so you can’t work even if you want to.
  • The whole system doesn’t encourage you to reach your goals. This causes depression.
  • You get more service from outside agencies than you do from welfare.
  • Once you take one course, you have to wait two years before you can take another.
  • The system encourages you to cheat and work under the table, thereby encouraging cheap exploited labour.

  Suggestions for a Better System:

  • Help you make the transition to work – let you work and give you support.
  • Workers should answer your phone calls.
  • Include transportation money in the general benefit, not just for volunteering.
  • Should be able to get better training – for one year, not just a 3 month program.
  • Reward people for making an effort.
  • Provide a life coach to help you create a plan.
  • Recertification of foreign credentials.
  • Treat people like human beings, don’t just enforce the rules.
  • Temporary employment should be allowed.

• On Sunday, October 4, Ben said:

  POINT ONE: I have had so much negative experience with being on social assistance and ODSP, that I thought I would write down my views. First off in brief my disability is one of major depression disorder to the point that I can no longer handle occupational stress. I have what you would call a non-apparent disability (if you met me in the street you would not know I had one unless I told you). It took 3 years to get off welfare and into ODSP and the only way I got it was through legal aid. I had to go through all the way to the social benefits tribunal, where they saw my disability first hand when I broke down. What bothered me most about that is that the person at the time that kept turning me down for ODSP didn’t bother to show up at the meeting (no reason was given) and nobody brought it up. To me as an ODSP recipient there is already an attitudinal barrier. If a reason was given or an apology sent to as why they did not show up it would not have bothered me so much.

  POINT 2: Since I now received a retroactive payment which was over that $5000.00 limit at that time, as I am a single person, I was forced by ODSP to spend this money (which they owed me anyway) within 6 months or I would be cut off and had to verify all purchase by receipts. As you can imagine this made me have numerous receipts. When I sent the receipts in I was told by the worker that it was a lot to go through (which the worker conviently left out on my personal file and only admitted to sending the receipts back). I did what I was obligated to do, but the worker failed as she was too lazy to go through the receipts. And only because I gave her about a month bank statement and calling my member of parliament did the situation get resolved.

  POINT 3: I am considered obese and have high cholesterol. I get $52.00 through the special diet allowance, which allows me to buy fruit vegetables and even milk on occasion. ODSP reviews this special diet about every 2 years (since that’s what the doctor usually puts on it). Although great on one hand if I lose weight and get cholesterol under control it’s a great health benefit. However I would lose the 52 dollars once that happened., and would no longer be able to afford to buy the things that got me healthy which would mean I would probably go back to being obese and high cholesterol once that happened.

  POINT 4: There seems to be great confusion, from workers, recepients, and ODSP forums etc. about reporting income. My feelings on this are that if the income is considered exempt it should never have to be reported. Exempt income (ex·empt  1. To free from an obligation, a duty, or a liability to which others are subject: exempting the disabled from military service. 2. Obsolete To set apart; isolate.adj. 1. Freed from an obligation, a duty, or a liability to which others are subject; excused: persons exempt from jury duty; income exempt from taxation; a beauty somehow exempt from the aging process. 2. Obsolete Set apart; isolated.n.One who is exempted from an obligation, a duty, or a liability. The American Heritage® Dictionary of the English Language, Fourth Edition copyright ©2000 by Houghton Mifflin Company. Updated in 2009.) For example a gift or voluntary payment for any reason from any source as per current ODSP directives are exempt as income if it is not over $6000.00 in any 12 month period. If it was over $6000.00 dollars I can see the reason to report it. However if under $6000.00 within that time period, no ODSP recipient should have to report it. The report card section of voluntary gifts or payments should be changed to gifts or voluntary payments over $6000 in any 12 month period to avoid any type of confusion.

  POINT 5: I believe that some ODSP policies, directives and procedures fail to comply with the ACCESSIBILITY FOR ONTARIANS WITH DISABILITIES ACT, 2005
  “ACCESSIBILITY STANDARDS FOR CUSTOMER SERVICE: Establishment of policies, practices and procedures
  3.  (1)  Every provider of goods or services shall establish policies, practices and procedures governing the provision of its goods or services to persons with disabilities.
  (2)  The provider shall use reasonable efforts to ensure that its policies, practices and procedures are consistent with the following principles:
  1. The goods or services must be provided in a manner that respects the dignity and independence of persons with disabilities.”

  DIRECTIVE 2.3 and the entire directive 2.8 does not respect my dignity or independence for it creates a deterrent for me as a disabled person to enter into any type of spousal-like relationship and creates a deterrent and discrimination against people with disabilities and a societal attitude to not enter into a spousal-like relationship with anyone who is disabled.

  “2. The provision of goods or services to persons with disabilities and others must be integrated unless an alternate measure is necessary, whether temporarily or on a permanent basis, to enable a person with a disability to obtain, use or benefit from the goods or services.
  3. Persons with disabilities must be given an opportunity equal to that given to others to obtain, use and benefit from the goods or services.
  (3)  Without limiting subsections (1) and (2), the policies must deal with the use of assistive devices by persons with disabilities to obtain, use or benefit from the provider’s goods or services or the availability, if any, of other measures which enable them to do so.
  (4)  When communicating with a person with a disability, a provider shall do so in a manner that takes into account the person’s disability.
  (5)  Every designated public sector organization and every other provider of goods or services that has at least 20 employees in Ontario shall prepare one or more documents describing its policies, practices and procedures and, upon request, shall give a copy of a document to any person.”

  POINT 6: There is always a constant anxiety that I will be cut off or suspended from my odsp benefits until I call the automated voice system to verify that I’m not getting cut off at the end of the month. For a variety of reasons I do not trust the team that is responsible for my case file, so much so that I asked under the privacy act for my entire case file from approx 2005 to present to ensure accuracy and that there was no current evidence of retaliation for standing up for my rights.

  POINT 7: Although I cannot verify a blocked number, I have caller ID. Usually when I ask the office or an ODSP rep a question leaving message on their answering machine (as I rarely ever get a real person to talk to) I usually get a call back from a blocked number but the person on the other end leaves no message. An ODSP number has never shown up on caller id; however there have been a few occasions where a message was left from an ODSP rep and the number showed up as coming from a blocked number. Due to safety issues, telemarketers, etc, I never answer a blocked number unless that person leaves a message so that I know who they are. If ODSP is calling and not leaving me a message on my answering machine which I truly believe is the case at times, I will not think it is of an important nature for if it was they would surely leave me a message.

  POINT 8: UNDER Accessibility for Ontarians with Disabilities Act, 2005, “‘barrier’ means anything that prevents a person with a disability from fully participating in all aspects of society because of his or her disability, including a physical barrier, an architectural barrier, an information or communications barrier, an attitudinal barrier, a technological barrier, a policy or a practice; (‘obstacle’).” DIRECTIVE 2.3 creates a barrier for me in participating in AN ASPECT OF SOCIETY IN ANY marriage or marriage like relationships, for it punishes and puts an unhealthy burden on anyone I may have and interest in or anyone who may have an interest in me in a spousal like type of relationship. It punishes people and creates more stress for people who have a disabled spouse – this directive actually creates a discrimination against disability.

  “Requirements of Spousal Participation in an Ontario Works program: Participation requirements for a non-disabled spouse are mandatory, unless he or she meets the criteria for non-referral. (e.g. care giving obligations to a family member who is ill, elderly or disabled). If the person meets the criteria for non-referral, he or she should not be referred to Ontario Works employment service.” Again this directive puts an unhealthy strain on the disabled spouse as they would surely feel like they are a burden to the non disabled spouse which would be a strain on the relationship and a catalyst for separations or divorce – another example of a barrier for myself to participate in marriage or marriage like activities. Also, I do not understand – since ODSP and OW are considered 2 different entities, why do ODSP spouses have to follow OW rules?

  The entire directive creates a barrier for me and discrimination against non-disabled adults. In brief it allows me to have a spousal type relationship with another disabled person without any problems but punishes, puts a burden, would cause stress anxiety and exacerbate my condition by having a spousal type of relationship with a non-disabled person because that person would be forced to follow OW employment rules because I am disabled. This directive also causes people who or not disabled to discriminate against a spousal type relationship with people who are disabled, because it would affect their financial health. Once they knew of the directive the directive would act as a deterrent to the non disabled spouse to not become involved with anyone who is disabled, causing a discriminatory practice.

  POINT 9: To ensure that ODSP gets letters etc that were requested (because on one than more occasion they misplaced them in their office or could not find the person who had them) I have started the practice of using registered mail which costs me about $8.00 to ensure that nothing is lost. My feeling is ODSP should reimburse me. By their own admission things get lost in the mail. Which I have on my file. Anything that ODSP requires in writing and which costs a benefit unit to obtain should be entirely reimbursed by ODSP so as to lessen financial hardship that I am sure all ODSP clients are experiencing.

  POINT 10: The Transportation Cost benefit for medical travel should be eliminated and should be changed to .26 cent per Km (gas prices, etc – I’m being more than generous to ODSP on this one), so regardless if you traveled 10 km or 50 km for medical appointments travel you would receive .26 cent per km.

  POINT 11: For those that cannot afford public transportation or access to a friend’s or relative’s vehicle, ODSP in each municipality should make an agreement with cab companies where ODSP would pay the cab company directly for transporting ODSP clients, thus putting less emotional stress on the client which could exacerbate their disability.

  POINT 12: If the client feels that the team assigned to him or her is not acting in their best interest, the client should be able to switch to another team to avoid any type of retaliation from a biased worker. As is my understanding at the time, you are stuck with the team you have that handles your case.

  POINT 13: Basic needs should have an extra $200.00 added. Has anyone been to the grocery store or needed to buy gas lately, or buy a bus pass etc.? In the medical transportation directive, if your medical stay is an overnight, ODSP gives you certain amounts for breakfast lunch and dinner which amounts to about $200.00 / month so I would say ODSP has already admitted that that’s what a person needs for food per month.

  Under DIRECTIVE 9.12 MANDATORY SPECIAL NECESSITIES: Out of Town Travel: “If out of town travel is necessary for treatment or therapy (e.g. overnight stays en route for long trips, or during treatment that lasts for more than one day), it should be approved only to attend a hospital or doctor’s office. The most economical mode of transportation/accommodation that the approved health professional indicates a person can use, should be used. In these circumstances, costs for meals while traveling may be allowed. Meal allowances should not exceed $5.00 for breakfast, $8.00 for lunch and $15.00 for dinner (daily total $28.00). Alcoholic beverages are not covered.” Notice that this totals $28.00 per day, times that by 7 days in the week = $196.00 per week times 4 weeks in the month = $784.oo – $566.00 (as I am a single benefit unit) = a difference of $218.00 (I rounded it down); therefore at least for singles, they should get an extra 200 dollars. Also – note the word MANDATORY everyone in this directive.

• On Tuesday, October 6, AB from Ontario said:

  I think the whole ODSP system should be reviewed systemically by the Human Rights Commission, and in its review, eliminate all policies, regulations and practices that discriminate against the rights of a person with a disability to live their lives otherwise like anybody else. By current practices, we are not only punishing the person with the disability, but also any potential spouses and adult children. Who says there is no apartheid in Ontario? Many people in receipt of this type of assistance feel they are being segregated from the rest of society and subject to legislated poverty and injustice. When is something going to be done about this?

• On Wednesday, October 7, Angry in Ottawa said:

  I have been on ODSP a number of years. I have found ODSP is very unhelpful; they do not volunteer info. My current worker is decent; the one before I Googled her name and it actually came up! What I don’t like is that if they even THINK you have an overpayment, they start taking the money of your cheque – before the hearing!. I complained about this and was told (this was before my current worker) ‘If we are found to be wrong we will refund you the money’ I informed her that at 50% of the poverty line I could not afford more taken off i.e. a smaller benefit payment.

  I won my appeal and the Special Diet legal clinic lawyer told me ‘they will never leave you alone.’ That is true – I am on Appeal 9 now. They just keep coming back; don’t send out proper notices – or none at all. Think of all the taxpayer money spent on Appeals for $200 to $400 – I call them ‘make work’ projects; maybe they have to justify their existence. They are getting paid – back then it was $21.67/hour, we are not and it is very tiring to have to go through the process again and again. I now have THREE copy paper boxes (those nice boxes with the lids) just for ODSP. I called the police and said I wanted to charge someone with harassment; when they heard it was ODSP they laughed at me.

  Another thing; they amended the Act in November 2005 to exclude a lot of people, including those with letters guaranteeing them a special diet benefit until age 65. ‘Oh those letters are not mentioned in the Act so they are invalid.” That sets a dangerous precedent – you don’t like it change the law. Where will that end?

  Every Christmas I would get a request for something or other, (guaranteeing I could not have a holiday or time to myself) otherwise I would be cut off. They have tried to apply different tax rules to me (I have a letter from the Minister of Revenue that I am correct); that appeal is still outstanding.

  I do not like the fact that your benefit can suddenly disappear or part of it can, without any warning until you find your cheque/deposit short.
  This is extremely stressful. The people at 10 Rideau lost 3 out of 4 faxes I sent to them. I won one appeal by this; the ODSP woman started off by saying they had not heard back from me and hence they were not paying the security cable. I asked her ‘what is your fax number?’ – she gave me a number. I said to the adjudicator ‘Please turn to Exhibit 12, you will see highlighted ELEVEN faxes to that same number. Did they all go astray?’

  Lastly when I was at their office for a review, there were 12 people waiting and for over half something was wrong; promised letter not there, cheque not there, doctor signed on the wrong spot she had to go back, etc. The guy for the cheque (needed to buy workboots for a job starting that day) was told ‘come back tomorrow’. He became upset as the job would be gone the next day. He was quite irate.

  At that point I had had enough, seeing other people also treated this badly and sent an e-mail to Madeleine Meilleure concerning the incompetence of the staff. I informed her that this is what happened, what if the guy had a knife?; the employees are behind bullet proof glass but those waiting have no cover; that I was afraid to go back as I did not feel safe and if ODSP wanted to meet with me again it would have to be somewhere else.

  Her response? She sent the police to my door, they came at 10 pm. I only opened it because a tenant had died that morning and I thought they wanted to know if I knew him. Police report #07-241256 Aug 23 2007 Detective Walker. The result? ‘The M.P.P.’s complaint is completely unfounded.’

  They treat people in a demeaning manner and force us to fight for everything. The ‘financial adviser’ – for the incident at 10 Rideau I had an appointment – was quite rude when I asked her ‘what are your qualifications to do a review? Are you an accountant?’ She replied “I don’t have to justify myself to YOU!’ that gave it away she had no financial qualifications. She was also the one to try and use different tax rules. Under the Income Tax Act, disabled people are treated the same, except for items like the DTC. But not for reporting income and expenses on a Statement of Professional Income.

  ODSP staffers seem to get some obscene fun out of changing the rules to suit their office (why is it offices are different in treating same item/answering same question?). Both the Ombudsman Report ‘Losing the Waiting Game’ and McMaster University’s report by Lewchuck were very uncomplimentary.
  Thank you.

• On Saturday, October 10, Cheryl Duggan said:

  THANKSGIVING

  Thanksgiving is a bountiful feast
  With lots of delectible treats.
  Dinner platters swimming in gravy.
  Eating more than the whole damn navy.
  This feast could cost over a $100 for one day.
  That’s not too high of a price to pay.
  What about those who are down on their luck?
  Without so much as a turkey toe to pluck.
  For people on O W and O D S P
  Celebrating with their families is where they’d like to be.
  Instead they stay home alone, socially isolated
  Being scorned, ridiculed and otherewise hated.
  Where is the dignity in scheduling their lives
  Around food banks, soup kitchens, and dumpster dives?
  It is disgusting that there is healthy food galore
  With nothing but charity and leftovers for the poor.
  Poverty reduction is not childs play.
  Never mind what the government will say.
  Forming a strategy around wee children
  Using them to build a political platform on
  They know that the cycle of poverty
  Is chronic, pervasive and hereditary.
  You need to start with the adults
  If you seriously expect to get results.
  Another $100 a month would make a huge difference
  To O W and O D S P recipients.
  Its high time you DO THE MATH
  People on assistance can’t afford to take a bath.
  Whoever defined the current rates based on needs
  Has left the system open to many discretionary deeds,
  Like ignoring peoples basic human rights.
  Addressing them would greatly relieve their plights.
  Lets give everyone the opportunity
  To enjoy some stuffing and Thanksgiving turkey.
  A Social Assistance Review is mandatory
  To change the outcome of this thankless story.

  BLACK HAT MEDIA

• On Thursday, October 29, P-O’d in Ontario said:

  … and with the looming $25 billion deficit, I personally wouldn’t be surprised if the government takes a slash and burn approach to social assistance rates and benefits associated with it. Is there anybody out there telling the government that this is NOT acceptable? We already do NOT have enough to get by on … I am fearing being cut further back and my health and housing being put in jeopardy because of this.

• On Thursday, October 29, Stuck in the crack said:

  As a disabled persons spouse, I went to school and paid thousands of dollars to enroll in a course that would ultimately allow me to open a business and become self sufficient. Not only was I taking on a debt, but ODSP deducted 50 percent of my earnings from my husbands disability, and I could not hire anyone to increase the revenue of my business that was growing. I worked in my shop 3 years before I myself fell upon illness and was having a hard time maintaining my clients on my own. Even though I was able to keep my business afloat, I needed to hire someone to keep up with the growing demand of clients in my business, my business was growing. After ODSP telling me that I could not deduct certain expenses, specifically regarding to deducting employee paycheques as a business expense that would ultimately be declared as included as my income. After they won their way and I had to give up my business that was doing so well, due to the rules of ODSP and the fact I was at that point partially physically disabled and then as a result of my circumstances broken down and mentally disabled, they then said I must comply with their Ontario Works agenda to secure employment with a minimum 35 hours a week working or I would be removed from my husbands benefits. I was unable to do this as I was very ill, so the worker found me to be in non-compliance. I was not in non-compliance, I resent that, I was ill and had no family doctor and still do not at this point 2 years later. I cannot find a family doctor and I remain on a list with a thousand others in my coomunity who are without one as well. Due to this, I cannot get necessary forms required by ODSP to confirm my illness has prevented me from working.because no Dr. or clinic you see will fill out the forms for a patient they dont have and know nothing about. I am alone, without resourse and my husband being discriminated against because he has to support me on his limited income. I find it particularily interesting that a system that is suppose to care for people with disabilities has no concern for then at all. As soon as they put me in non-compliance, it was the last my husband or myself has heard from them. Just recently after all this time he recieved a letter from them wanting to know the current status of the family in regards to our children. This was only to see what they could further deduct. I also find it repulsive that if your child is living with you they are responsible to contribute to the household income. I can tell you that my husbands disability income was reduced because they expect you to collect rent from your children, except the vast majority of recipients cannot force their kids to give them the money and cannot as parents throw them out on the street either.
  I will lose my house now, I suppose some would say that people with such a low income should not own a house, however rent would be higher in my case. When spouses didn’t have to work and were not required to participate in Ontario works I worked , everyday and took the deductions. I was healthy and able and did not choose to sit and do nothing. I resent the position the goverment is putting people in, saying sure you can start a business, that they support that, they in fact do not. I asked all the questions, I was told I could deduct employee expenses, I asked for the information and sat down with a case worker before deciding to open my business. If I would have been able to deduct business expenses for employees I would not had to give up my business. I also resent the fact that as a spouse, I am responsible for my husbands disability. There is no way to ever get away from being a single income, this is wrong. I have no idea what to do about my present situation. I am ill, without a doctor, I avoid going out because I run into people who ask me why I closed my business, I am ashamed and broken, I wasn’t before ODSP…Sincerely Stuck in the crack

• On Wednesday, November 4, Another Whack Job from the Web said:

  The comments above are important. Why are people who are married to or living with a person on ODSP automatically forced to be on ODSP too? Would it not help some people get out of poverty by not counting spousal income against ODSP recipients? How about those who are capable of starting a business like the person above me “stuck in a crack”? If a person cannot run a business like any other savvy business person can, then how does ODSP expect them to make any money and get off the system eventually? Why does the government not see this is a trap that is an infringement on our human rights?

• On Friday, November 6, Justin Mcnaughton said:

  I think the whole system is disgusting. I am a first time E.I. collector at 36 years of age after paying all my life, and although I have had no problems to speak of as of yet, I find the whole experience demeaning and humiliating. I think that they should make all contributions voluntary and allow you to opt of programs of this nature allowing private companies to enact a private unemployment insurance system which would deregulate the current market.

  If government had to compete with private companies for money, we would see reform happen almost immediately. How about the people who don’t qualify for instance? Where is their money? Why has the government taken these huge surpluses from the people and then used them in an illegal fashion to pay down our deficit ? A private company could not do this and would be held accountable but through legal red tape and discrete little known laws, the government has protected itself from recourse.

  My brother is an attorney and we have had long conversations about these laws and the current state of the system and let me tell you, it, a no win situation! We as tax paying citizens need to pressure government to handle this at the political level.

  I hope the supreme court of Canada decides otherwise and we see a huge reform in the way OUR money is handled, although I doubt it. This is the first time I have ever posted on a form but feel so strongly about the current state of things, I had to add my 2 cents so to speak.

  It,s no wonder people feel forced to resort to whatever they have to do to make ends meet. I think it is a shame that living in one of the G7 nations, with the wealth we have, recession or not, that people have to put up with this kind of government and their bulls**it policies that just do nothing more than rob us and demean everyone who is involved in the whole process.

  Thanks for the vent, good luck to all of you and keep fighting!

• On Wednesday, November 18, chris Lam. said:

  I myself am a current ODSP member, and have been on Odsp since 2005 due to Degenerative joint Disease; Otherio Arthritis that has set into both knees, as well as my spine. I’m 38 years old now and have a hard time walking, and my doctor has me on pain meds for it.

  I have a problem with my odsp worker though, and well quite frankly this is why I’m writing this here is to ask for help.

  My problem is that every 2 months, my case worker cuts me off and harrases me. I don’t know why nor know what to do about it , or know how to file something on getting it stopped.

  I’m having mental breakdowns and lots of suicide thoughts as I’m being treated like dirt. And when I try to deal with the case worker, the case worker totally tries to aggravate me and calls me a piece of crap, etc. yes plain and simple!

  The stuff that she keeps asking me to give every 2 months in order to keep my cheque coming in is: 12 months of my bank statements, copy of my ownership for my truck, asking of any changes (understandable), asking for criminal record check abstract, driving record abstact, notes from my doctor, they ask about my sex life, and with who! Then have the nerve to tell me that I can’t have sex, and harass me over it when I wont tell them. And they ask other stuff. But it’s the same thing every two months! Like why? I have not done anything, I report any income I do make, I pay my rent as well as provide ODSP on request my rent receipts, and try answer most questions when they call or when I go to the office .

  Yet they continue every 2 months to call me and tell me that they are stopping payment unless I do what they say, and its usually the same questions and the same stuff. And I get treated like dirt every time I see them, and they tell me they own me and I have no rights!

  Any help would be good, I dont get a lot of income, barely enough to live on, and I only own a old truck for transportation, and they even question that.

• On Thursday, November 19, Christina McDonald said:

  I don’t know if welfare works this way today but my story begins in 1989-90. I was a student who had just started college and thought things were great. I started having problems with my husband and we decided to separate, he got to keep the apartment we were living in, I got screwed.

  When I started school I needed all four wisdom teeth out. I had to use part of my student money to get it done surgically, then, once I lost my home I had to get a new place to live. Of course I had NO money for it, and so I ended up with going to welfare. They told me that I had to QUIT school in order to collect welfare. I tried offering to pay them back from my next loan, I tried everything I could think of, they would have none of it, it was quit school or no help.

  I quit school, and got their help. Life went on it is now 2009 and I CAN’T return to school because now I OWE GRANT MONEY to the tune of $670 because I withdrew from school early.

  My school life is basically over until I repay them, and the student loan people said then “maybe” they’d allow me to get another loan. Gee, great incentive to pay it.

  O.W. isn’t there to help you, it is there to ruin your life, set you up to fail and keep the workers employed. After all…..if no one needed welfare, no one would need those workers would they?

• On Friday, December 11, Pat said:

  After several years of being on and off OW, I find myself on ODSP. I wonder if my mental health would be this bad if I had found stable and secure employment in my field a long time ago.

  In the five months I have received money from ODSP, I haven’t had a single penny for MSN (Mandatory Special Necessities). I am wasting time and OHIP money getting my doctor to fill out forms for special diet and MSN. I have been a diabetic for over 40 years (not a disability, I wouldn’t want it to be). I am disabled by a mood disorder.

  In other words, a doctor is being paid by OHIP to tell the social assistance system that Type 1 diabetes hasn’t yet been cured and I still need to take insulin and eat a proper diet.

  This is the stupidest rule I’ve know of.

  As for ODSP, I’m tired of trying to call my worker. I can’t count the dozens of times I tried to call about my cheque, hit the voicemail and only once did I receive a response – she wouldn’t even leave a message when my roommate answered the phone.

  When I was on OW, I would sometimes have these problems – esp. with MSN money. One quick call to my worker, often a message, yes, a reply within 24 hours and during the next 24 hours a deposit would be made to my bank account.

  Secondly, in discussion with therapists, I would like to be working part-time. This would be good for my mental health, not to mention financially. So, I am working with an employment counsellor who is part of the Employment Supports system. I wanted to take a course through a community college continuing ed program that would not only upgrade my rusty skills, but give me a certificate that is respected by employers.

  Employment Supports wouldn’t pay for the cost of tuition. At a mere $217, for the first course, and perhaps another $217 for the second, this makes no sense. I’m quite sure that money could be recovered from the Ministry of Community and Social Services in less than 2 months of my working.

  So, another stupid rule to get rid of. If social assistance recipients ae going to be able to find employment, they need marketable skills and they are prevented from getting this at our public educational/training institutions.

  Then there is the DAU – apparently because I was not “homicidal” my mood disorder couldn’t be serious enough to prevent me from working full-time and becoming economically independent. Now, I am intelligent and literate enough to read the Diagnostic Standards Manual and I’m not sure that is in any description of a mood disorder that I’ve ever seen. When is this unit going to be staffed by people who can read medical documents? Endless SBT hearings are costing the system money that should be put into the hands of those of us who are trying to manage our disabilities and function as well as we can.

• On Sunday, December 13, TERI said:

  WHY CAN’T YOU GET AHEAD LIVING ON ONTARIO WORKS WHEN IT IS ONLY TO BE SHORT TERM AND WHEN YOU LEAVE YOUR ABUSIVE PARTNER?

  - you are emotionally, physically, physiologically and economically drained, your well being and independence is taken,
  - once upon a time you owned your own home, you had a job, money and a career, and two incomes
  - you end up in geared to income, now paying rent
  - you have to raise the children 24/7 on your own
  - you don’t eat to feed your children
  - you are responsible for feeding, clothing, housing, schooling, supplies, medication, transportation, doctors, dentist, specialist, band-aiding, protecting, your children from every thing and everyone
  - you distrust
  - you get depressed and have anxiety
  - you hope someone helps you
  - your children FEEL, HEAR, and SEE the poverty
  - your hydro, union gas and phone are getting cut off
  - you hope your job interview for mimium wage went well
  - you get the job and the daycare in walking distance is full and has a waiting list
  - the after school program has a waiting list
  - the school bus transportion declines your application for your 9 yr old child; they say you are out of boundary
  - you now have to pay the neighbour to walk your child to school on your minimum wage job
  - you borrow from peter to pay paul
  - you go to court for extra child support, you win only to have your geared to income rent increased
  - you no longer qualify for legal aid for further court action
  - you tell your children not to worry, they see your struggle
  - Ontario Works cuts you off, they say you bring in too much money
  - your family annual income for a single parent with 3 kids is barely $15,000.00
  - the POVERTY CUT OFF LINE FOR A FAMILY OF four is $36,000.00, you are below, below, below the cut off line
  - you now have no drug card and no dental card
  - your 17 year old wiill be 18 soon, your Canada Child Tax Benefit, your Ontario Child Benefit and your Child Support will be reduced
  - you are right where you started
  - you lost your minimum wage job
  - your child gets a part time job, your geared to income rent gets increased
  - you re-apply for Ontario Works again
  - you feel worthless,
  - you finally get a job making $30,000.00,
  - you are off Ontario Works
  - your geared to income goes to market rent, legal aid starts charging you to go back to court
  - you pay your dental and medical, school, recreational, all on your own
  - you go back to court, court says you pay half special expenses, and he pays half
  - you have done it alone for 8 years, 24/7
  - He makes $91,000.00 a year, he goes on vacation, he drives a nice car, he owns a home
  - YOU STILL ARE BELOW THE POVERTY LINE OF $36000.00 FOR A SINGLE FAMILY OF 4.
  - You have educated yourself, you feel abused by your abusive partner, you feel abused by the system, you are the only one who will protect and educate your children,
  - again, you are left in the very same way you started out, LOW-INCOME AND CHILDREN still IN POVERTY.
  You are emotionally, physically, physiologically and economically drained, your well being and independence is taken,
  Child Support shound not be consider income.
  Change the way single parents are viewed in our system, it would go along way for the children who still live in poverty

  Teri

• On Sunday, December 13, Lyndel Hill on behalf of Kirsty Hill said:

  I am writing on behalf of my daughter who is severely Dyslexic, a disability that impacts on all aspects of daily life. A hidden disability. Without assistance she is unable to navigate the ODSP system as with most aspects of modern life – literacy and numeracy are essential for everyday life and for employment. She has the intelligence to work but can only manage a routine job that is practical such as cleaning. The jobs she has had she has loved. These are usual casual part time jobs but they improve her self esteem and give a structure to her day. When working ODSP claws back half of what she earns. If she earns $200 dollars in 2 weeks this leaves her with $100. Hardly enough for the TTC tickets that she needs to buy each month to get to the job. These jobs usually last a few months and often end when a slight pay raise of around 50 cents an hour becomes due. Obviously the employer can then start again with someone at a lower rate. How discouraging is this for a person who wants to work, is on time for work for the employer everyday and who by all reports does what is expected well. After all, these are usually jobs that no one else would want. It is impossible with the ODSP money allotted to make ends meet. Money is also needed for a special diet because of pre-diabetic concerns. All of $58 dollars per month. Does this buy the correct foods for such a diet? Certainly this is not possible. Without family support, which has so many regulations around what may or may not be contributed to the person with a disability, it is impossible to live at such a subsistence level. The rents in Toronto are also way above what any person could afford for an adequate standard of living. At present she is waiting yet again for help from a government agency affiliated with ODSP to find a part time job. Full time jobs are never offered. Our expectation as a family is that when one is found and she gets settled it will end again in a few months as the regulations around commitment to the disabled in the work force put little onus on the employer. When she loses her job letters to ODSP outlining the changes will be needed. She cannot do this. This is what the Auditor General seems to have computed into his statistics regarding overpayments as when the work situation changes so does the ODSP contribution to the disabled person. My last point on behalf of my daughter is that no one in this society can live on under $11,000 a year and no one can possibly manage even if they do have a part time job as this hardly increases ther total income for the year. The Harris Government did a lot of damage and although this government is trying to make changes the change is so small that it does not even meet the cost of living. The 2% this year has gone on the TTC. Sincerely, Lyndel Hill

• On Wednesday, December 16, John said:

  I have been on O.D.S.P. since 2000. It is always a fight to get anything out of them. I have Hep C, and when the doctor filled out the form for Special Diet, all O.D.S.P. gave me was an increase of $10.00 per month on my check. How is $10.00 a month supposed to help me get the proper food and vitamins to help save my health?
  This is so sad. And I think it is a game that they play because if you die, you are off the system, and it is one less person they have to support.

• On Friday, December 18, mr.sickofthis said:

  Ok people, check this out – I think this is what they (ODSP) should do.
  1. I think they should have the rate of the cheque raised to the person.
  2. If you have a part time job and make under $600 a month they shouldn’t take money off your cheque.
  3. The people out there with kids should get more than they are getting now cause if they don’t get healthy food they will be where you are.
  4. Hydro is a pain for people like me so why doesn’t odsp pay for it out of the office themselves.
  5. Overpayment – so the office that you sent the info lost your stuff or didn’t enter it. Get rid of it cause it makes it hard when it is taken off the cheque.
  6. This the easy one – more money for the people.
  7. Last one – why is it so hard to get your worker on the phone? Like, come on, it shouldn’t take a hour on hold to have a 5 minute talk for more info.

• On Friday, December 25, SAREVIEW said:

  The best way to bring social assistance into the future is to repeal the Act, shut down the social assistance system, and replace it with an automatic “PIB Provincial Income Benefit” of $25,000.00 to anyone who reports $25,000.00 or less on their income tax return.
  The financial well being of Ontario residents would have the money multiplier effect of boosting the Ontario economy both in terms of human freedom and consistent monetary circulation, providing a stability to the economy and every Ontario resident.
  To be clear, this is an income add-on benefit plan wherein the “PIB Provincial Income Benefit”, supports any reported income from $0.00 to $25,000.00 with a PIB of $25,000.00.
  For example:
  -If an Ontario resident reports $0.00 on their income tax return they would be eligible for PIB of $25,000.00 for a total income of $25,000.00
  -If an Ontario resident reports $100.00 on their income tax return they would be eligible for PIB of $25,000.00 for a total income of $25,100.00
  -If an Ontario resident reports $1,000.00 on their income tax return they would be eligible for PIB of $25,000.00 for a total income of $26,000.00
  -If an Ontario resident reports $10,000.00 on their income tax return they would be eligible for PIB of $25,000.00 for a total income of $35,000.00
  -If an Ontario resident reports $25,000.00 on their income tax return they would be eligible for PIB of $25,000.00 for a total income of $50,000.00

• On Saturday, January 9, Andrea Shierson said:

  I am an OW recipient. More importantly I am an OW recipient who has done what agencies have not heard of. I am a sole parent who found myself in a bad situation. But I refused to let a system define my future.

  I was promised Second Career funding and started school at Durham College. Only to find out I was not even eligible for the program or the funding.

  I was not upset about the promised money not coming through I was more upset at the carrot that was dangled in front of my face like a donkey.

  Here I was with an opportunity for a better life, a new start, a hopeful prosperous future for me and my son. The picture I had in my head of my son in the audience smiling proudly at me while I accepted my diploma. Suddenly that picture was viciously ripped from my vulnerable hands.

  But then I grabbed that picture back. I almost gave up my fight to be in school. To be in a place I had every right to be. To walk through the doors of knowledge I could not wait to be embraced by.

  And I walked through those doors and said I am not leaving. You will have to take me kicking and screaming. So I stood my ground, went to all my classes and have just completed my first semester with honours.

  Every month I get cut off OW because I am in school. Every month I panic wondering how am I going to feed my child, buy diapers, provide the basics.

  Every day of that month I go to school with others who have no idea that I literally cried over spilt milk last night because I had no more formula.

  Little does the teacher know that reacuring sound he hears is my stomach growling because I have put every penny into making payments on a prior loan to hopefully get OSAP.

  Little does the arrogant man at accounting know my school account is not paid because of a government mistake. That I was what they described as a hiccup.

  The Second Career Program was so new and problems occur with new programs. Well I am no hiccup. I am a woman on a mission. I will not let the rest of my life be predestined to a life of poverty because I have had a rough couple of years.

  So here I am a Journalism student at Durham College, in a place I am repeatedly told I shouldn’t be. That this does not happen while on OW. While I made it happen.

  With the help of the amazing faculty of Durham College and an amazing financial aid office. I have finally been approved to reapply for OSAP.

  So to anyone out there who longs for an education like I did. Fight for it. Know that you deserve to be there just as much as me or the next person.

  That we are a part of a recovering economy. And that we all have the power, knowledge, intelligence, passion, and persistence to contribute to what we know Canada can be as a whole.

  And if we all speak as one we can make a difference to the changes that need to take affect immediately to OW and ODSP. Such as making education like diplomas and not just certificates available to OW and ODSP recipients.

  If Canada is shifting to a more knowledge based society why is a massive piece of society being left out? Why are we left out of their plan?

  Why are we being defined by our short comings? We are human, we are Canadian, we are the true north strong and free. We can be anything we want to be.

  So anyone else out there willing to share your story please do so, so we can once again be strong and dependant on ourselves rather than depending on a system that depends on people like us to work minimum wage jobs.

  Please share you story to help make changes such as education so we at least have a choice to work a minimum wage job, rather than being told this is all we can do.

  My experience on OW has been like waling through a labrynth blindfolded with cement shoes on with hurdles to jump over like some circus act with my baby boy on my back.

  But I’m making it, only because I chose to not give up and when every door closed and someone told me I would never make it I tried even harder.

  So thank you to the system that was set up for me to fail. Because I am a stubborn woman and love a challenge. And now I am in college for Journalism and will have the tools and knowledge to tell our stories.

  Knowledge is power and we all deserve to have access to it.
  Sincerely,
  Andrea Shierson

• On Monday, January 11, Larry said:

  I am disappointed that the review committee is all Toronto based. I live in Timmins and I can be rest assured that nobody will address the issues of poverty as we people in Timmins see it. There are also no poor people on the committee, just those that make money from the poor. Thing will never change. It seems the more things are discussed, the same results occur again and again.

• On Wednesday, January 13, Wheelchairdemon said:

  I had been off ODSP for 18 months but then an Access Bus strike and a shift change at work made continuing the job impossible. I no longer had dependable access to public transportation.

  When I first went off work on sick leave due to the stress caused by the limits of transit, I fully expected I would be able to return to work, so I applied for E.I. Sick Benefits. Little did I know that ODSP would later tell me I had to wait the 15 weeks for the federal benefits to run out before I could return to ODSP. I was even warned that if I were to apply to stop the E.I. so I could get medical coverage, I would place myself at risk of being permanently denied ODSP. This is outlined in Directive 5.1.

  At issue here is that I was only receiving $932.00 per month from E.I. and, when the job ended, the employee medical benefits were stopped. I also live in subsidized housing so I had to cope with a two-tiered rent calculation policy as per the Social Housing Act. If I was on ODSP or OW, my rent for this unit would have been capped at $87.00, but because I was on E.I. Benefits, my rent was 30% of my income, or $256.00. No consideration could be given to the fact I had no coverage for needed medical supplies or expenses.

  From August until December I was left with no choice but to buy medical supplies with a line of credit and do without the needed wheelchair repairs or the purchase of a replacement CPAP machine when my 7-year old machine died and couldn’t be fixed.

  During the first income review, the income support specialist informed me that they determine income eligibility by taking the amount that ODSP would give as a basic living allowance, and add eligible expenses. If the total was more than I got from Unemployment, then I would get a partial cheque, plus the medical coverage. Unfortunately, because I live in subsidized housing my rent was low, so the total of these two figures was $902.43. I was $29.57 short of eligible expenses to get the medical benefits and, without ODSP, I had to pay a lot more for rent. Needless to say I had to do without a lot of necessities.

  When E.I. ran out and I did the second income review I was finally able to go back on ODSP. During the December income review I asked the case worker why I had to sink myself into debt to buy medical supplies that average $78.00 per month (I used a line of credit), and do without other medical necessities; necessities that are a direct result of having a disability? Her answer was that the wording in directive 5.9 specifically lists eligible sources of income for which disability related items and services could be declared as exempt from. E.I. Sick Benefits was not one of them.

  She then added that, if my disability had required the Special Diet Allowance (directive 6.4), I could have been back on ODSP in September as long as the amount that was to be allotted for the special diet exceeded the $29.57 I was short on, in expenses. This is because the directive allows for the cost of food to be deemed as eligible expense no matter what the source of income is.

  I find this appalling, and to be honest, discriminatory. Why would the directives provide medical coverage for a disability that requires one to eat a special diet and not for one whose disability requires them to purchase of medical supplies, wheelchair repairs, a new piece of medical equipment, or whatever?

  For the record, I took the full-time job fully trusting the Employment Supports incentives and the rules that were in effect for rapid reinstatement. I even had to write the government to get assistance in being migrated off ODSP so that I had some protection if my job were to ever come to an end. I was not earning enough to be migrated off, but with the improvements in health, I was willing to take an income loss. The only way I could be migrated off and still qualify for rapid reinstatement was to work as much overtime as was possible and I did this. I did not earn enough to save the $5,000 that could have been in the bank at the time of the income review. If I did, it would have been easy. I would have used my savings to buy the needed medical supplies. Instead, I had to use my line of credit, go into debt, and possibly wreck my credit rating, so I could look after my health and keep a roof over my head.

  ** Note – a letter about this issue was sent to the Minister of Community and Social services, the Premier, and my local MPP.

• On Monday, January 18, Johanna said:

  I gave up a good job many years ago to raise a family. When I decided to go back to work, no jobs were available (I have a hidden disability). I was on Ontario Works for 2 months before I went back to school; I had to get a doctor’s note so that I would not have to look for work during that 2 month period. As long as my son was with me I was fine; the system was just changing over from Family Allowance to Ontario Works.
  I went back to school to take a computer course, amidst many obstacles – the course was trying for me because I could not work as fast because of my disability and I had transportation problems because I don’t drive. After the course, I had a student loan to repay but no job. I got some part time work but that soon evaporated and I was back on OW.
  On the recommendation of family and friends, I finally applied for ODSP. It took almost a year to get because somewhere along the line there was an OPSEU strike which affected my claim.
  I am doing better on ODSP but I still have to watch how I spend my money – no money for extras. I do a lot of volunteer work but would rather have a paying job. However, under the present system, I would lose money if I made more than $200; you get to keep half your income and in return you get $100 for expenses. That would mean working for much less than minimum wage.
  When I talked to an income worker at a workshop about this she kept saying that I had made this money but she ignored the fact that I would be losing money because half of my monthly income would be taken off my monthly benefit.
  The underlying assumption that all people on assistance are lazy and spend money irresponsibly has got to change. Governments say that they can’t afford to pay us enough to live on; but they can afford giving themselves huge wage increases and bonuses. I will support any change to the social assistance system and know that this province and country would be much better off if the system were changed. I would rather contribute to the economy by adequate income (we spend money to support ourselves) than take from it in the form of social assistance.

• On Sunday, February 7, David Thomasson said:

  The ODSP Act is the single largest source of discrimination against Ontario’s Disabled People. Every ODSP Director’s Decision Prosecution and Punishment violates the disabled person’s right to equality and due process. Please go to http://www.greendave.ca for full details. Please raise your voice for the human rights of Ontario’s disabled people.

• On Thursday, February 11, Jay said:

  I hear that Mr. McGuinty and his friends only want to deal with the deficit of $24 billion and they are not going to protect Ontario wWorks and ODSP from cuts. I am worried that we’re going to get another Harris-like series of cuts, no more special diet, reduced shelter benefits, no extras. We are already struggling. When can we ever have any hope?

• On Monday, February 22, Debi said:

  My husband walked out in August 2006. My children and I lost our family home in December and after almost 2 years of court battles he was ordered to pay child and spousal support in March 2008. In July 2007 I suffered a small stoke and was counting on his support payments to pay bills and keep a roof over our head. In May of 2008 he quit his job as a teacher and stopped his support payments. I had no choice but to go on Social Assistance and was then transferred to ODSP. The experience itself was humiliating, degrading and painful. The agent was kind but when she pushed a huge document in front of me telling me to sign it or I would not receive benefits, I signed because I had no choice. I was in pain and in need. I was later to learn that this document was called “Assignment of Support Order”. I did not understand it then, nor do I now, except to know that this single document means that I never really received any support from ODSP, I only received a loan from them. Every penny they have given me, they want back. I have been in court again and again (a stipulation of The Assignment Order), trying to get my Ex to pay his support payments. The ministry receives these payments directly from The Family Responsibility Office. Last year there was an overpayment of support to ODSP which should have come directly to me. It took me over 5 months to receive it. After calling, phoning and speaking directly to ODSP agents, I was told by them to contact my local MPP to track the money down. I explained that the money went to them and that I shouldn’t have to do this, that this was their job to make sure that I received this payment. I felt humiliated that I wanted this money that was rightfully mine. I persisted enough that finally I received a cheque from them. I have two daughters who are in university who have scrimped and saved and done without to be able to stay in school and get an education. One of my daughters is a dependant and originally 50% of any money she earned from her part-time job was deducted from my cheque. She has never received any help with transportation costs or tuition because she felt to embarrassed to ask for it. I have now found out that any money I receive from my FRO arrears will go directly to “The Ministry” and any money that is left over that is mine is considered an asset by ODSP and will be deducted from my future cheques. Why is it that ODSP punishes those that are responsible? I am too sick to work but my children are becoming educated, work part time jobs, and after seeing the toll ODSP has had on me do not want to be on social assistance. They want to be contributing adults in this society. ODSP is one big grab bag that everyone gets thrown in, tossed about and dumped out at the end of the day with a stamp on their forehead that says “HELP”. Around that is a red circle with a line through it.

• On Monday, March 8, Angela Best-Longhurst said:

  On December 4, 2008, my husband died of a massive heart attack. He called me on the cell phone telling me he was having a heart attack. I called EMS and gave him CPR until the EMS arrived. I had to tell our eight year, ten- month old daughter that her father had died. This was so difficult. Now begins the hard part for my daughter and I. My husband died so suddenly, leaving us penniless. We were behind in our rent, we had no food, we couldn’t find any insurance – nor could we pay for his funeral.

  It was less than twenty four hours later when I contacted Ontario Works to get assistance to make the funeral arragements. Before the caseworker helped me over the telephone she started telling me that I can no longer afford my living accommodation and that I have to move into a basement apartment, with family, with friends or a shelter. Then she went on to say that she has been on her own for thirteen years. I got very angry and turned the telephone over to my friend. I really didn’t see why I had to listen to her insensitivity nor did I need her advice when I didn’t know if I was coming or going. She didn’t want to handle the paperwork because it was almost the end of the day and she wanted to go home. She sent me on a wild goose chase to satisfy all of her demands. The hospital called me regarding the delay in moving the body. The hospital followed up with caseworker to get the ball rolling. The body was released seven days after his death, for viewing, on December 11, 2008. The viewing of the body took place on December 12, 2009. Funeral services and cremation took place on December 13, 2009. I asked the caseworker for a Death Certificate and she said if I want a Death Certificate that I had to pay for the funeral. If this process had been expidited very quickly then we would have to avoid all these delays. Before we knew it, it was Christmas.

  I was jobless and the holidays were right on us. On the second of January I went to Service Canada to apply for the Widows and Orphan Benefit. Service Canada Lost the application. We had to reapply for the benefits. Everything took time to be processed.

  I started to look for alternatives and the only concrete thing I came up with was to update my education using OSAP. I submitted the information to Ontario Works via the monthly statement. My caseworker put a hold on my funding until I brought in all my documents. Then she started asking me about the application and distribution of the money and if I applied any to housing it would be considered as income. She said if I am not available for work then my funding gets discontinued. She told me that she was there to get me off the system. It took every bit of my energy to get started and then she ripped my focus from my studies away from me. I tried to get it back and slipped into a depression. Now I haven’t accomplished updating my education because of her negative behaviour and because I couldn’t pull myself up again this time to get moving again. I thought caseworkers are supposed to help you, not destroy your independent thinking and your world. This information shows you the lack of support from my caseworker which led to my depression stopping me from taking advantage of an opportunity I got on my own. If you aren’t allowed to think outside the box to achieve the impossible, you will always be on OW and caseworkers will always have jobs because the same people will be on the system year in and year out. Is this what my child’s and my lives will be like?

  I had an appointment on May 25, 2009, with another caseworker for child care subsidy. I missed my appointment and called on the twenty-sixth to reschedule the appointment. I left a message with my own caseworker, and a message wih the caseworker that I had the appointment with regarding the subsidy for child care. My caseworker erased her messages and never returned my call. The other caseworker later returned my call after two weeks telling me that there was a reassessment of job function and she was told not to speak to me. Eventually I spoke to the Supervisor, and asked for this person to be reassigned because I felt that this person was toxic. The supervisor tole me that caseworkers are never reassigned and I said maybe this was not the place for me or maybe I should contact the media. By the time I got home my caseworker and another worker teamed up to work with me and eventually my original caseworker was replaced. The new caseworker has been good to me in the short time that I had the opportunity to use her services. She is currently sick and away from the office. It is unfortunate that you are forced to use the media just to get action. All the action I got is because I keep searching, looking for help so that I can move forward and take charge of my life. It seems that being on OW my life seems to be more complicated than ever. I wish that all my financial obligations would be taken care of so that I can concentrate on getting my daughter and I back to a normal life as quickly as possible. If there is an angel or miracle out there to help us I would take it so fast your head will spin. Realistically I don’t see an angel or a miracle out there that will help my daughter and I out of this difficult situation.

  Another example of undermining me happened when my caseworker sent me a letter cancelling my Ontario Works (OW) funding. I got really crazy because I had all the bills coming in with only CPP, Ontario Works and Child Tax Benefits to house, feed, clothe, pay utilities and cell phone. 100% of CPP was deducted from OW leaving us with a total of $357.00. I am always in a negative cash flow, just trying to robbing Paul to pay Peter. She never gave me and increase in my housing charge but instead she made me sign a document stating that my husband was dead. Just how cruel can you get? I recently received the approval of ODSP, and OW is currently working on this. I am not sure how this works so I can’t make any statements on problems I may encounter. My biggest problem is, will ODSP take off 100% of the Widows and Orphans Benefit from CPP? Because if this is done I am no further ahead, and how am I supposed to pay my arrears and live? I am currently under a doctor’s care and not working. I feel trapped – like damned if you do and damned if you don’t. I just have to believe that there is light at the end of the tunnel. This is my story, and this is what I am going through. I have tried not to use names because this is a true story. This is currently happening to me and more that is too numerous to mention.

• On Thursday, April 1, Roy Whitman said:

  Well I got accepted for ODSP on Monday. Ya hoo, like that’s where I want to be in life. Then my worker calls and tells me that she found that I owe an overpayment of $3000 to OW from 1993. I laughed and said, what do you mean, I have been on OW since then and nothing has been said about that? I think it is kinda neat how my cheque was to be for $3400 now its $400. Like, wow. I think I will take my half of a heart and screwed back and go back to work till I die, which shouldn’t take long. I would have been worth more dead. But, oh ya, I had to cancel my life insurance. This sucks. I feel as though I have become a burden on my wife and children.

• On Wednesday, April 21, Stuck in the Crack said:

  Hello, this is “stuck in the crack” again. You first heard from me last October. Well, nothing’s changed. Still have no doctor, unable to get medical forms filled out for ODSP, so I guess I’m still in ‘non-compliance’. I have degenerative disc disease, facets disease, and a tumour on my uterus and sciatica. Pretty sick and my husband who is on ODSP is looking after me on his single income. I keep wondering what I would do if I didn’t have him. Not much else to say. Every day is a struggle. My children have left me now – they don’t understand the system and just think I have given up. They think there is something I can do to change my situation. I can’t even walk around the block. Not much to say except it would be nice if I could afford medication, being as I am not even included on a drug benefit card, can’t even fill prescriptions when I have had to go to the hospital. I’m a non-person I guess, so tired of fighting.